hais . given up hope ? slpslpslp . u have no zi ge to say anything .. wonder why i am born to be bullied ? do i have to prove anything to u ? fuck . so bloodily angry now . emo emo emo !! fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck . why does ur temper change like the wind ? i need dear i need u =( i need mel i need all my frens .

today siak went totally berserk during maths period . she shout shout shout den keep ask us isit she no zi ge to say us . den many ppl were so irritated by her that they keep say ' ya ya u got zi ge ' den is like they say until damn sarcastic , damn funny can . laugh until .. i think one day she will go mad and will be sent to the mental hospital, all thks to 3d . but 3d also not purposely de right ? we are just a weee bit more playful . erps actually is alot more playful lahs . hahas . but how to say lehs ? i still love 3d lots ! =) 3d so damn fun de lors . so many mad but interesting ppl .

den PE that time mr fatherly(?) came to take over coz ms pey not here today lors . den he's quite cute de . den rennie like kinda dian-ed by him . coz he's zhu fan gang ! hahas .

btw , i want ' never let you go ' by vaness wu jian hao . damn nice la .. hahas . keep hear it on 933 but coz its an english title , den cnt download from baidu . stupid baidu . LAN .

and anw , my voice is terrible now n i sound like an old man . so cham sia . im falling sick when mid yr is coming . wth ~ oh im feeling terrible now too .. always feel out of breath when im having a cough .

oh ya heard ppl say i diao them again .. cool sia . wonder did they somehow see my twin diao-ing them or what . maybe i should just stare at the floor wherever i go ? or what ? i dont care la . lame ...

somehow i think i have changed into another person .. hais . a person who tries to be strong .. ? im a weak person la . fuck .. but also cnt be blame . i have tried very hard to be stronger ? and always try to act happy . fake lahs . always feel like crying . fking crybaby . somebody help me ? i need u dear =( hais .